EGO DEATH

Ice cold

As I melt 

Breathing in a fire

Just to weigh me down

Almost like a fuse 

I am destined to erupt

When the words feel stuck

I shut out 

The world 

I despise the people that love me

Because my inner world is so ugly 

Believing in no one above me 

It feels lonely 

I just want you to hold me

Hold me close and don't let go 

When I fall into the space 

Between here and home 

The darkness betrays me

Wishing for someone

Someone to save me

And it feels like that lately 

That everybody hates me

That my dreams are too dainty 

And I feel like I'm fainting 

Living life is too draining 

I'm going insane and

Life is too blame

Maybe it will always feel 

This way.